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Okay, So I've officially resigned from StarHub. My last day was on 21st sept, just few days before my big day. Hehe (ada jek nk selit2) So the few of us, which includes me, hui min, kelvin, joey, li jiuen and cai wang decided to go for supper, as a form of farewell party. Headed to Mcdonalds @ Paya Lebar. Gosh, we had loads of fun talking nonsense. And since they're all chinese, they were purposely talking bout clubbing and asking me to go club with them. OMG. No way eh. I will never, even if you're my bf. lol. After we had our supper, we decided to have some fun and chill out till next morning. Random kan. Well I just agreed although I was already feeling sleepy. (like seriously sleepy) We sat near the fountain area. And the full moon was awesome btw. It felt so near to me. Hehe. Apparently, there was hardly any wind that night. So Cai Wang, my ever-so-kind partner, used my file to fan me.. Aww! Of course it felt so nice and my body was literally falling asleep. But I could hardly sleep because I need sth to sleep on. Haha. I swayed here and there until HM noticed and said out loud 'mizah anytime will just fall asleep' and true enough, i leaned on caiwang and rested my eyes. hehe. Sumpah rasa comfortable abes, mcm bantal la sey.! apa lagi, tertdo sekejap ah. chey. haha But I woke up every now and then though coz of the stray dogs walking past. But i went back to cai wang's arm when everything's cleared. Now they call him 'my special cushion'. Thanks eh. Haha. Si I cabbed home with Joey, and he's kind enough to pay for the fare. :D But it was scary walking down the aisle at like 3 plus in the morning alone though. Wanted to sneaked in but apparently, my mom was awake when I open the door. Hehe. Told her I had a gathering coz of my last day in SH. Thank god she understands.  Wee!!! Hey People! I'm like so happy right now because FINALLY......... after like 2 years plus, Najwa invited us over to her house!!! WOW right! ahahas Man, it was really awesoome!! I swear her house is like 100 times bigger than mine please. She's still the same old Najwa though. Her laughter is the best. HAHA. Zaf, on the other hand, just had a haircut! And it's freaking short luh. But still cute in a way. hehe Gosh, I miss those secondary school days, where the 3 of us would be together almost all the time. Reminds me of how we helped each other in maths, science, etc. And how we would laugh out loud at each other's mistakes. Just look at where we are now. Najwa is currently getting her degree and me n zaf still struggling with our diploma. Lol Well life is really interesting. I really hope we will have more of such visit. (:  Omg. I miss those carefree time man! You know, times when I'm not working yet I'd still go out and spend. Macam maner duit bank tk turon. Haha. Okay that aside, I've finally tendered my resignation in StarHub! (: But it seems like my supervisor doesn't want to approve Oh well. doesnt really matter. I'm so sick of this job already. Time to move on. hehehhe Anyway, hari raya is coming but unfortunately, Im working on the first day. -_- on a much random note, my phone is really weird. it wasnt working for a day and then when i tried it again today, it suddenly works. o.0
 Omg, I look so tembam here. Haha. Anyway my 5 days leave is up and that just means that I will be resuming my work tomorrow. Oh man..I need motivation, as always. Hehe. That aside, my report is 7/8 done thanks to my dearest rah.. She actually came to my house around 4 plus 5 and stayed all the way till 9 plus just to help me out with that. Aww...So sweet right. hehe Of course she gets rewarded with good hospitality from my family. ((: Lucky girl. And I hope my daddy stop with his mindset that we're lesbian, Coz we're really not and it's really annoying to be accused of something which ain't true. And besides, I do have attractions for guys u know. haha. Okay, I shall take my leave here. Take care readers xoxoxoxo .jpg) .jpg) So I met up with my two BFFs in school on that day. Apparently both of them were doing FYP stuff so I was intending to do my report together. But well... I guess I missed my bffs so much so instead of doing my report, we did other things.. like webcam. So I can assure you my report is not progressing. =x There's many more pictures actually. Crazy pic of us. Too bad Zaf was doing her UT so she's not included. But anyway she had her share during the sleepover. (: And that reminds me. The sleepover we had at deavi's crib was really fun although all of us were literally freezing with the cold temperature. It is very surprising when Mak Non gave the green light to zaf though. hahaa. awesome . shall have more of this in the futureeeeeee. hehehe been really busy with attachment. i barely have time for retail therapy. haha well anyway eversince that particular incident, i never did face zafirah anymore i dont expect things to be the same as before but i hope it will be. but even so, i just cant look at her the same way as i did. gosh, never have i felt so disrespected before, esp from my own bestfriend. and i guess that was the reason why i just dont believe in that word anymore. To know if it exist will obviously take someone to prove to me it does. n u know what.. Whenever I looked at my cousin and her BFFs, I feel so sad I can just shed a sea of tears. I need a friend who will always be there for me no matter how tired she is I need a friend who will only have me as their bestfriend I need a friend who will really treasure me and accept me for who I am I need a friend who don't mind any of my imperfections I need a friend who will be willing to do crazy things with me I need a friend who can give me support and guide me to the right path I need a friend who will share with me everything about her life/feelings I need a friend who as much as possible will try to avoid doing things that I don't like It aint easy getting such friend. Dear Allah, Please give me strengths to carry on this life. Amin well theres nothing interesting to share actually. or maybe there is.hehe. i met nisha yesterday to head to little india since she wanted to buy trisha dvd so much! haha. we planned to meet, buy cd and back to home since i got ngaji. but as expected i was late,haaha. im supposed to meet her ard 140 but i went out from my house at 2.wow right! hehe.but i still reach earlier! waited for quite some times.. and finally she came. we boarded the bus soon after and idk why it was a looooooooong journey there. and i thought she knew the way so well uh! padahal she's not sure! haha. and she didnt tell me anything. i already suspected when we went past little india station.haha. guess what. we ended up at newton instead.lol. wanted to head to the opposite bus stop but i saw NEWTON food centre. aper lagi. since i havent eat anything, both of us agreed to have lunch first. hehe. and the fried rice sumpah poweer.yummy! and i think we had a very long lunch. we were catching up about those primary school days. and apparently i sucks at recalling who's who. haha. bcoz of that i couldnt make it on time for ngaji and i had to give it a miss. hee. and apparently there's thaipusam thingy going on. gosh, i was veryy excited la sey. its my first time seeing it live! haha. but i had to bear all those sempitness with the banglas. yucks. so anyway, we spent like more than 7 hours at little india just searching for those DVDs. and finally nisha gave in to my idea of going to mustafa (coz apparently she have some issues there). lol. and guess what. that was where she got all those dvds she's looking for. like wow right! hahha. should have gone there way earlier.lol reached bedok after she bought 2 dvds and a wallet photo. took some photos of her with the stuffs she bought, and we finally head home around 10pm.. :D teehees. |
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